the bevolution

Cationary tales from a life lived twice


I wish I could remember

All the things ever think.

I think.

They are mostly good things,

Hopes,

Dreams,

Fears,

Anxieties,

Monsters

At the end of this book.

But

Life.

Then some things,

Better left unsaid,

Become things

That should have been said.

?

Maybe too many things were said.

L O U D L Y

Cunningly.

Under the covers.

In emails,

After a bottle of white

(OR 2!)

Vulnerability

Is for losers,

Man.

I guess I do remember.

I am.

All the things I think.

All the things I thought.

A la mush.

I was hating

I was loving

I was being

I was becoming.

Now,

If only I could remember

All the things I missed

?

Or maybe

Just maybe

Love.

Effort.

Energy.

Is enough

.

It won’t pay the bills,

Ease the sorrow,

Cure the lazy,

Teach every lesson,

But

It’s a start.

?

What else

Do I need

To remember

?



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